Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Al-Khaf (The Cave)


In the name of Allah the Beneficent, the most Merciful.

I thank Allah for Moses and the Torah; Jesus and the Gospel; and Muhammad and the Qur’an.  I cannot thank Allah enough for coming in the person of Master Wallace Fard Muhammad, to whom praise is forever due.  I thank Allah for raising up in our midst, our saviour and Christ, the Honorable Elijah Muhammad.  I thank Allah and his messenger for leaving us a holy comforter, for without him, I would not be here today.  The Honorable Minister Louis Farrakhan.  It is in there holy names that I greet you in words of peace and paradise.  We say in the Arabic language--- As-Salaam-Alaikum!

Watching the news one can see there are a great number of events occurring that show humanity the present direction we are on.  I want to wish brother Nelson Mandela and his family well in his final homegoing.  To the young ladies in Ohio whom were found after they were abducted, and held captive for 10 years, we are glad that you all are home now.  We love you all.

To the families of the nineteen firefighters that lost their lives battling the fire in Colorado.  We send our deepest sympathies. 

In the Qur’an, Mary gave birth under a fig tree to her newborn baby, Jesus.  She placed the baby Jesus in a cradle, under that same fig tree.  The parable goes on to say that Jesus ate from the tree, and spoke wisdom to the men from the cradle.  Not only did he speak wisdom to men from the cradle; he spoke it from the cradle to the grave, and even beyond that.

We have arrived at a time in history for humanity, where we have evened out on thousands of years of learning and discoveries.  The area of water is 139,685,000 square miles; the area of land is 57,255,000 square miles; the total area of land and water of the entire planet earth is 196,940,000 square miles.  There are still things in and parts of the depths of the ocean that we don’t understand or know about.  Still parts of the land that we don’t know about or understand.   Master Fard Muhammad, in the Problem book, said that Mars contains life.  We have not even figured out how to eliminate poverty, suffering, and needless death, so how can scientist land a rover on Mars and begin to comprehend anything about this planet?  Jesus was the burden bearer that represented the best of humanity, and all things that surrounded him.  The tree is a form of cover that we seek shelter and protection under.  We seek shelter and protection under that which is strong, properly flourishing, beautiful looking, over and long reaching, but most importantly, deeply rooted in all that surrounds us.  The stronger the trunk, the deeper the roots.  When we are properly rooted in god, we are properly rooted in Jesus, then will we be better rooted towards perfection.  How the tree is rooted determines the type of figs it bears.  There are sexual assaults taking place in the military on female soldiers.  Out of love and duty for their country, and a love for the men in their lives they joined a branch of the armed forces entrusting the very essence of who they are to their commanding officer.  When the commanding officer, the tree of refuge, betrays that trust because he, in his moment of weakness cannot control his sexual desires for his subordinates uses his authority over her to try and force himself on her sexually then the to her the entire military has betrayed her.  Sen. Kirsten Gillibrand, D-New York, stated on the news to Andrea Mitchell, “When you enter the military, you may expect to lose a limb. You may expect to even lose your life. But no one should be expecting to be assaulted or raped by one of their colleagues.” Your colleagues are supposed to motivate you, to make you a better soldier, a better woman, a better human being.  The commanding officer is the tree that covers you, and as you eat of the commanding officers figs, the training and nurturing, you become a perfected fig; ripe for battle, ripe for civilian and military life, ripe to become a tree yourself for others to seek cover under. 

Mary gave birth to Jesus and placed him in the cradle where he ate and spoke wisdom to the men of his time.  Ripe means, “ready” or “perfect state”, but something can be “overripe” or “past a state of perfection”.  Jesus ate figs at precisely the moment in time that they were in their perfected state.  Jesus in the cradle, under the cover of perfection was nourished by the perfected figs which made him, not a replica, but a perfect embodiment of that which he took refuge; the tree of God.  If perfection was going into him then the excrement of wisdom that came out of him was perfect.  To all women whom have served in the armed forces; to single working mothers, and mothers in general who were or are under some authority that you have trusted or are currently entrusting your essence too, you have bore children like James Holmes, Adam Lamza, Mckenzie Cowell, and her attacker.  You and their fathers are the authority that they are under, and I must ask, did you know the exact moment the figs were ripe, and did you tamper with god’s intended nourishment?  Did you give them a fig that was over ripe or under ripe when you should have given them one that was perfectly ripe?  If you want perfection out of them then you must feed and nourish them with perfection. In Surah 18; ayat 18 it says:

 And thou mightest think them awake while they were asleep, and We turned them about to the right and to the left, with their dog outstretching its paws at the entrance. If thou didst look at them, thou wouldst turn back from them in flight, and thou wouldst be filled with awe because of them.

 

Sen. Ayotte is working on passing a bill on gun control.  She spoke at a town hall meeting telling the people of Sandy Hook exactly what was happening, exactly what she was doing, and why it was taking so long for the bill to pass.  She told them what points were being debated and why she felt they needed to be debated or modified.  In a time of crisis like Sandy Hook, Sen. Ayotte is a politician for the people, by the people, whom is accountable to the people she represents.  How do you write mental health background checks into legislation when some mental health people have no record of mental health?  Adam Lanza obtained access to the guns he used through his mother whom had no mental health background.  How do you write that into legislation as to prevent sick individuals from obtaining weapons to hurt others and themselves?  To white folks:  Your children are not slave masters trying to manage a plantation.  They are not out to demean another human being because they feel that they are superior.  They are not trying to perpetuate William Lynch and his methods.  To blacks:  Our children are not digging ditches or clearing the ways for railroad tracks.  They are not digging up tree stumps, sharecropping, or going to the butcher for the day’s meat.  They are in the barbershops and beauty salons grooming themselves, discussing everyday politics of the community, state, and nation.  They are in the clubs at night after doing business in the “streets” all day, relaxing, socializing over an alcoholic beverage and a blunt.  White or black, our children are trying to become masters of themselves, so that they can resourcefully manage corporations like Lehman brothers, and other businesses in the community.  Offer effective solutions to a down economy, unemployment rate, gun control, sexual assault in our armed services, medical, and other technological advancements, staying effective solutions in our everyday actions.

Thursday, June 20, 2013

SURVIVING CHER KHAN

SURVIVING CHER KHAN


Want not [1]between your legs, but what it be, vivacity;

Can a man be re-born lest he re-enter the womb?

Like a powerful ray, the force shoots out at the slightest cavity;
Your body sketched in tomb;
The muddle of your mind shows me that you can’t see what I say;
Combine our ecstasy and your screams tear through four inch steele;
[2]Grinding you all night, knowing that in the morning I can count my recompense;
No [3]memoirs, just mass killings in the theaters our intelligence;
Cutting you up with a [4]brand new blade into twenties, nickels, and dimes;
My [5]dope boy knot is like that ass; that is why—I hold it so tight!
Knowing to save;
Smoking [6]weed and drinking beer all night;
My soul vibrates, faster and faster;
Paranoia is the pleasure that you bring me in the darkest hours of nightfall;
No silver linings just [7]frost brewed,
So I take another [8]hit, [9]smoking muthaphuckas, placing the entire [10]fifty on the [11]can;
Can you see my broken heart?
It mirrors my financial rank;
ªTrapping in isolation, no hope---just dope;
Develop into the morning coffee in my life, the antioxidant removing poisonous people from my life;
No erections, just hard times plus hard ass people, equals out to be…


[1] between your legs – a woman’s vagina.
[2] Grinding – selling crack cocaine all night, making your initial investment back, and more profit then expected.
[3] memoirs – the everyday  life of a street-level dope boy.
[4] brand new blade – single edge razor used to cut-up crack into working pieces
[5] dope boy knot – a wad of cash composed of mostly one-dollar bills as well as fives, tens, and some larger bills.
[6] weed - marijuana
[7] frost brewed – the linings inside the cans of coors light beer.
[8] hit – when a crack addict places a rock of cocaine on his apparatus, places fire to it, and inhales
[9] smoking – (1)doing drugs by the process known as freebase; (2) killing people with a gun
[10] fifty - .05 grams of cooked cocaine
[11] can –  a type of apparatus used by a crack addict to smoke their rock. Usually a drink can bent to shape with small holes and ashes
ª Trap – the domicile where the dope boy works out of, grinding!

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Numbers v. Letters (185830 v. Doctorate)

     I could have wrote this piece about two years ago, but it was not the right time to put this out there.  People out her in this world spend years of there lives juggling home, work, school, kids, extracurricular activities all while trying to pursue there degree.  Whether it is a BA, BS, AAS, Masters, or a Doctorate they spend years of their lives putting in the work necessary to achieve a level and status in life that takes maybe 20 or plus more years.  In the process of getting these valuable letters behind their names,a certain arrogance of arrival comes with it that is masked by a confidence called achievement.  They may not know everything, but what they do know they will find out.  As is the case of one of the Defendants in my civil suit against Columbus Technical College.  Here is an individual with a Doctorate in Education, multiple years of experience as an educator, and a very good grasp of the community and the people who inhabit that community, but she did not know anything about due process of law dealing with a disciplinary.  When one has those letters behind their name it says that they have not only put in the credit hours at school, but that they have maintained a not so easy lifestyle while juggling the problems of that lifestyle along with school.  When one is  about to receive their Masters or Doctorate they must write a thesis, and that thesis is graded with such scrutiny both before and after the receipt of the degree, that the individual can be stripped of that degree and dragged through a long drawn out legal process that starts in the administrative phase and ends up in the Supreme court of the United States.   I have read countless cases where individuals had written their thesis, and years later was stripped of that very degree.  The taken of the degree came after they had celebrated, bragged, and received much acknowledgement and respect for their accomplishment(s).  To spend ten or twenty years of one's life only to be robbed of everything you have every worked for.  10 to 20 for what?

     In April of 2006 I was locked in a one-man cell, in the lock-up, at St. Claire Correctional Facility.  This was the night that Stanley "Tookie" Williams was finally executed for the crime that he committed.  Here was a man that paved many paths for an individual like myself as well as many others.  I never knew about Tookie until I read about him in a Source magazine in that same lock-up, but he was only a number in a system designed to destroy the very core of who we are.  "Big Took" was a tiger to me, but to the guards at the Facility in CDC where he was at, he was inmate number, fill in the blank.  This man was one of the founders of the "Crip" gang as well as, the gang lifestyle in Los Angeles, or the "Gangs of L.A.".  From the Black Panthers to the explosion of what is now known as the present day "West Coast" lifestyle the streets for African-Americans is our greatest education.  How to cut-up crack cocaine in nickles, dimes, and twenties.  How many grams in an ounce, how many ounces in a bird, what is a bird, brick, or a cake.  Math at its finest.  I guess english came when I had to read those papers that the police had me sign when they arrested me or when the bondsman came to bond me out.  I guess I became well versed in criminal law when I began my journey through the court system fighting drug, assault, and weapons charges.  Finally when I arrived in the penitentiary, you only have time on your hands so when you are not fighting for yours, then you are engulfed in a book.  The Holy Qur'an, The Parsifal Mosaic, a Federal or State reporter.  Bo Lozoff said that we are all doing time, but it takes people in prison maybe six months to learn and obtain what some people in the world strive for in a lifetime.  My Alabama Inmate Serial(AIS#) number is 185830.  Even though it is not something to brag or boast about, believe me it is not, those numbers represent a degree that was obtained through being sentenced to hard labor and forced isolation in a penal system. 

     Who is better, the person with the numbers behind their name? or the person with the letters behind their name.  Scenario!  A 47-year old woman with 3 kids ranging from ages 3 to 9.  Her husband is a full-time sub-contractor.  She is in the process of writing her thesis, so that she may receive her Masters.  What are the downside to this? What is the upside to this.  Scenario!  A 41 year old man has finished doing a total of 25 years on and off.  5 the first time, 8 the second, 10 the last time.  He started going back and forth to prison when he was 16.  He has been with the same girl every since.  He has 4 kids by her.  He was locked up for drugs and assaults.  He is out for good this time, but he is selling drugs, lives in a very lavish house with several cars, loving family, a great reputation on the hood and with the community.  Makes business investments in legitimate ventures.  What is the down side to this? What is the upside to this?  My answer to the first scenario is a question.  Is the woman truly happy with the totality of her life? My answer to the second scenario is will this guy every get caught and go back to prison for drugs?
These are only scenarios and questions, but you decide Numbers v. Letters.  Some fail at the expense of others success while others succeed at the expense of others failure.  You decide which is better, which is the truth. 

Friday, December 21, 2012

A Person Misunderstood.

     To the people of Newtown, Connecticut my heart goes out to you deeply, but because of this tragedy I have to write this.  May God's beneficence and mercy be upon us.

     I don't know Adam Lanza nor do I know the details of his situation in the city of Newtown, but I do know the Mind of a man who did what he did.  The FBI says that Adam Lanza had characteristics of a typical mass killer, says a FBI UniBomber profiler.  This profiler says that Adam Lanza was reclusive, highly intelligent, and inflexible.  These are characteristics that are exhibited by alot of people or types of people.  Soldiers, Athletes, Entertainers, Reporters, etc.  If we look at the pictures the media displays of a twenty year-old caucasian male.  These are pictures that portray him as a mass killer in the same category as the UniBomber, Son of Sam, West Night Stalker, Atlanta Child Murder, Charles Manson, etc.  Where are the pictures of him at his technology club, vacations, or at school.  Pictures that potrayed him as a young boy with promise.  One of his fifth grade classmates, Dan Lynch who attended Sandy Hook elementary with him says that Adam Lanza was introverted and that he kept to himself.  Question?  How does so many people know him, and not just know of him.  If Adam Lanza was a mass killer on December 14, 2012, 9:30 am, then he was a mass killer in the fifth grade; and if these are true evaluations and judgement of his character then these were warning signs that were neglected by the people in his life whom were responsible for him.  His Father, older Brother, and Sister in my opinion will give the greatest detail into Adam Lanza's mind and life as to why he did what he did.  Or will they be reclusive in their answers to questions or information to authorities and reporters covering up wrongs, abuses, and other deep dark hidden family secrets?

     Look at this young boy who had aspirations of probably being a Marine one day, probably being a technology expert, a video game programmer or designer.  As a young boy without a father or a father figure he had to find his own way in this world, and in that rite of passage young Adam Lanza made decisions.  Decisions that ultimately led him to do what he did on December 14, 2012.  I look at the comments made by Adam Lanza's barber Bob Skuba, and as parents or individuals we choose whom we allow to do our hair carefully.  Bob Skuba describes Adam Lanza as a sick son of a bitch whom he wanted to kill long time ago; or see him ran over by a bus.  I don't think this is a guy I would want cutting my son's hair or influencing him no kind of way.  Bob says he couldn't even joke with Adam Lanza.  As a third person whom heard about this on the news and/or read it in the paper; I say that Mr. Bob Skuba had some deep seated resentment against Adam Lanza, and that the jokes were meant to be offensive to Adam Lanza a young boy who was finding his way.  That is only my opinion, and I could be wrong.  The resentment that Adam Lanza felt in his mind was probably 60/40 real.  With the 40 being in his mind, but that is only my assessment of the facts that the media has gathered and is airing on television. 

     With plans to have him committed for mental health treatment, Adam Lanza probably had resentment about these plans for his future mental health evaluations.  Question?  How many of us if our loved ones told us that they were going to committ us to a "mental institution" or in our minds "insane asylum" would not be angry at them if we felt we were not crazy and no one truly understood what we were going through?  As I read through different articles about Adam Lanza, the one that told me of his mom's plan of committing him to a mental instution; The first two paragraphs  dealt with Adam Lanza, but the rest of the article is someone else's medical opinion who does not know or did not know the specific details of Adam Lanza's  life. 

      My situation is very similar to Adam Lanza's.  I am a 36-year old ex-convict whom has been unemployed for 3 years now.  I was attending school for Welding and Joining technology at Columbus Technical College where I was targeted by instructors and Administrators who crossed me out, and got me suspended wrongfully.  I admit as a 19 year-old boy I would have probably done the same thing Adam Lanza did, but as a 36-year old man I allowed the anger to dissipate before I made a decision on how to react.  I decided to file a 1983 lawsuit in federal court that is now in appeals court, and stands a chance of being ruled on in my favor.  I attacked the policy because it was flawed; I attacked the administrators and instructors because they were in error and clear violation of the law.  I stand alone, but I wont say I don't need anyone, as for Adam Lanza, I could 99% say that he felt he could stand alone and did not need anyone; and that is not true.  We all need somebody.  The choice I made will make me rich financially and spiritually, but the choice my brother and child of god Adam Lanza made will only make regrets, second guesses, and doubts about what we do in our culture.  It won't stop it, but it will cause people to think and rethink what we do and why we do it.  Columbine, Virginia Tech, Gabrielle Gifford, Opelika Southern Union State Community College, etc. are the lives that will be taken worth saying that or doing that?

     Lives were lost December 14, 2012 in Newtown, Connecticut, and I place the emphasis on LIVES.  In my appeals brief (11th Circuit Court of Civil Appeals 123272), will show the right way to tactfully move through and work within one of the greatest systems in the freeworld.  Gun control is only a PARTIAL answer to this problem. 

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Never Able to leave the old




After spending 10 years of my life around people with whom I was directly connected to but whom really didn't give a dam about my well being was educating and enhancing and it had a devastating effect on my future. I went from being blessed to just cursed beyond repair. CO's are people just like you and me. They have to work to make a living and if it weren't for the prison some of them would be homeless in the streets themselves. They are human beings when they empathize and show a minute amount of compassion for the inmate as well as when they don't but these everyday people are subject to the same woes of everyday life that is why most of them spend the majority if not all their time on the inside, by choice, like an inmate becoming institutionalized by a naturally hostile work environment. The hostility of the environment becomes apparent when an inmate for no apparent reason burst out in a violent rage verbally or physically. The hostility of the environment becomes apparent when the CO attacks an inmate for no justified reason. Our environment shapes us and when we spend long hours and days in a prison environment we become like our Veterans over seas. We become overly alert, overly cautious, and overly aware with the hostility of the environment taking its toll on the individual psyche. Sometimes even after we are released we have a tendency to hear the voices of those of whom had the greatest impact on our lives during our time in their custody. Overall the difference is only the side we stand on; friend or foe; inmate or officer. With the right people, in the right place, at the right time, doing dam near perfect stuff what do you think would be the outcome?
     Time is the ultimate enemy to both sides and how we spend it is almost like how we spend our money.  Maybe, maybe not but budgeting is something we all struggle to do whether we have not enough, enough, or more than enough  We just don't know what to do with all of it.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Technological Footprints and Trappings

Technological Footprints and Trappings




Today's vision, who has it and are they in the right positions? Barack Obama has a visionary healthcare reform plan that was recently binded in a 1999 page plan. Like many of the great presidents before him, F.D.R., Teddy Roosevelt, Woodrow Wilson, J.F.K., Dwight Eisenhower, and Harry Truman all have signature works of their Presidency. For F.D.R. it was the New Deal for the American People, for Harry Truman it was the dropping/usage of the atomic bomb. As Barack Obama and many state and local leaders like him pursue a course that leaves no recognizable footprints or technological trappings they are liken unto the teams of the NBA that has so many teams stacked with talent it is something unseen and unheard. Saturday Night Live made a parody of the many things Obama has failed to do but their hasn't been a president in history whom has been scrutinized in such a short time like him.
In September North Georgia was swamped with flooding and after the flooding more rain. Rain and water are nature's natural cleansing agents, cleaning all of the past iniquities, dirty secrets, stuck on and stained sins, and any other residual evil that will keep Georgia impure. Vice President Joe Biden stated:
"It's not Katrina in its scope, by any
stretch of the imagination but the impact
on their lives, on your lives, we understand
It is Katrina"
After touring the devastation that washed out roads and highways the state of Georgia was reset for Reconstruction bids that brought jobs to a state whose unemployment rate matches that of the national average, as the flood waters in North Georgia ran off into drainage systems into the Chattahoochee causing the river water levels to rise and the flood gates to open. In Columbus, Georgia the Riverwalk was overtaken at certain points damaging light post, benches, trashcans, and logs, symbolically meaning that the run-off will come through and do damage to the economy but it is in the aftermath where we will receive more coal in our stockings. In Georgia, 62% of electricity is produced from coal overall and it takes a man of vision, a man with a successful business mind, is known throughout the state to replace Mayor Jim Wetherington, of Columbus, Georgia who won't seek re-election in 2010. We need a visionary Mayor like J.R. Allen who died preaching consolidation, who can continue that vision, who can see that same vision for Columbus, Georgia. Like Ft. Benning whom was awarded $32million for construction to build facilities to accommodate the Fort Knox Armour School. The opportunity is right as a soon to be vacant Mayor's seat comes up. You have three men who have announced their candidacy for Mayor: At-large Councilor Wayne Anthony; Councilor Skip Henderson; Mid-Town Corporate Executive Teresa Tomlinson; and Spirit Filled Academy Director Zeph Baker.
Will Obama be the Poor man's friend? Has he remembered the forgotten man? Have white people rallied against his visionary healthcare? Is Obama's healthcare his new deal? If so what will be his atomic bomb? Georgia, being the proverbial gateway to Corporate America and a traditionally Red state politically, economically, environmentally, demographically, and culturally and with California on the cutting edge of the American future then maybe Georgia should look to California for awhile and go as green as possible in all those same aspects.






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