SURVIVING CHER KHAN
Want not [1]between your legs, but what it be, vivacity;
Can a man be re-born lest he re-enter the womb?
Like a powerful ray, the force shoots out at the slightest cavity;
Your body sketched in tomb;
The muddle of your mind shows me that you can’t see what I say;
Combine our ecstasy and your screams tear through four inch steele;
[2]Grinding you all night, knowing that in the morning I can count my recompense;
No [3]memoirs, just mass killings in the theaters our intelligence;
Cutting you up with a [4]brand new blade into twenties, nickels, and dimes;
My [5]dope boy knot is like that ass; that is why—I hold it so tight!
Knowing to save;
Smoking [6]weed and drinking beer all night;
My soul vibrates, faster and faster;
Paranoia is the pleasure that you bring me in the darkest hours of nightfall;
No silver linings just [7]frost brewed,
Can you see my broken heart?
It mirrors my financial rank;
ªTrapping in isolation, no hope---just dope;
Develop into the morning coffee in my life, the antioxidant removing poisonous people from my life;
No erections, just hard times plus hard ass people, equals out to be…
[1] between your legs – a woman’s vagina.
[2] Grinding – selling crack cocaine all night, making your initial investment back, and more profit then expected.
[3] memoirs – the everyday life of a street-level dope boy.
[4] brand new blade – single edge razor used to cut-up crack into working pieces
[5] dope boy knot – a wad of cash composed of mostly one-dollar bills as well as fives, tens, and some larger bills.
[6] weed - marijuana
[7] frost brewed – the linings inside the cans of coors light beer.
[8] hit – when a crack addict places a rock of cocaine on his apparatus, places fire to it, and inhales
[9] smoking – (1)doing drugs by the process known as freebase; (2) killing people with a gun
[10] fifty - .05 grams of cooked cocaine
[11] can – a type of apparatus used by a crack addict to smoke their rock. Usually a drink can bent to shape with small holes and ashes
ª Trap – the domicile where the dope boy works out of, grinding!
