SURVIVING CHER KHAN

Want not [1]between your legs, but what it be, vivacity;

Can a man be re-born lest he re-enter the womb?

Like a powerful ray, the force shoots out at the slightest cavity;

Your body sketched in tomb;

The muddle of your mind shows me that you can’t see what I say;

Combine our ecstasy and your screams tear through four inch steele;

[2]Grinding you all night, knowing that in the morning I can count my recompense;

No [3]memoirs, just mass killings in the theaters our intelligence;

Cutting you up with a [4]brand new blade into twenties, nickels, and dimes;

My [5]dope boy knot is like that ass; that is why—I hold it so tight!

Knowing to save;

Smoking [6]weed and drinking beer all night;

My soul vibrates, faster and faster;

Paranoia is the pleasure that you bring me in the darkest hours of nightfall;

No silver linings just [7]frost brewed,

So I take another [8]hit, [9]smoking muthaphuckas, placing the entire [10]fifty on the [11]can;

Can you see my broken heart?

It mirrors my financial rank;

ªTrapping in isolation, no hope---just dope;

Develop into the morning coffee in my life, the antioxidant removing poisonous people from my life;

No erections, just hard times plus hard ass people, equals out to be…

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[1] between your legs – a woman’s vagina.

[2] Grinding – selling crack cocaine all night, making your initial investment back, and more profit then expected.

[3] memoirs – the everyday  life of a street-level dope boy.

[4] brand new blade – single edge razor used to cut-up crack into working pieces

[5] dope boy knot – a wad of cash composed of mostly one-dollar bills as well as fives, tens, and some larger bills.

[6] weed - marijuana

[7] frost brewed – the linings inside the cans of coors light beer.

[8] hit – when a crack addict places a rock of cocaine on his apparatus, places fire to it, and inhales

[9] smoking – (1)doing drugs by the process known as freebase; (2) killing people with a gun

[10] fifty - .05 grams of cooked cocaine

[11] can –  a type of apparatus used by a crack addict to smoke their rock. Usually a drink can bent to shape with small holes and ashes

ª Trap – the domicile where the dope boy works out of, grinding!